Tefila II

The love

Is such a great thing

That when you are not looking

It disembodies you

Removes your immune system

Removes your self-protective casing.

In the morning you wake with a sense of unease.

In the night you wait for sleep with dread.

You have been here once before, five years ago.

You haven’t lived since.

This is the crossroads; live, die, or disappear.

The consciousness of your own existance rests too heavily on young shoulders.

Ask for help.